Bad Friday

Today I am a bad person. I went for consultation for my "hate most" course - corporate strategy and guess what happened?

So, I waited more than 40 minutes for my turn, then there was this group of people just cut the queue. Actually, they made appointment with the tutor by emailing him. But, I did not know about that. I screamed "EXCUSE ME, I WAS HERE FIRST!!" Damm angry that time. If you made an appointment before hand, please inform me, don't just barge in the room. IDIOTS... Actually, if you tell me before hand, I won't be that annoyed. What to add on is, they are noisy INDIANS students. Can they just keep quiet while waiting? In this case, we can wait patiently by doing our own stuffs, like reading our own books. Can't INDIANS students stop talking every time I see them? I met them in the computer lab before I went for consultation. They kept talking BULL SHIT in the computer lab too. ZZZzzZZZzzz....Inconsiderate people. Actually in that group, I also don't like another girl, which is Chinese. LOL. Don't know why, 就是看不顺眼！！I think it is because she is also a noisy person. You know when you start to hate noisy environment, you are AGEING. haha... undeniable, I am.

Haha... After they heard me shouting (Eh, wait, this is my first time I shouted at people in front of tutors or lecturers or even in the school. I was so so so frustrated, I guess), they left the room and mumbled saying that they made an appointment before hand. I didn't care about them, so I went into the room. Obviously, it is so significant that I was mad that time. The tutor freaked out, trying to explain the situation where they had made an appointment. Of course, I responded by saying "What is the point of having consultation when I still have to send an email to see you? It does not make any sense!!"

My tutor tried to calm me down obviously, but failed lar.... He asked me what I did not understand and wanted to ask. I told him I could go home and google search because it is the other group's right to have their time to consult. He tried to explain briefly about it but I was not in the mood to listen at all. I left anyway after 2 minutes. haha. The story is not ending yet.

Being very emotion does not help to correct the situation because I know I still have the whole night to walk through. I recalled my friend, Lynda telling me running helps. So, I went for a run with Huili. She was upset about her exam as well. So, two moody lady went to run around the lake.

The story continues... When I came back and checked email, it came to my surprise that the tutor actually sent me an email to apologize and explained what he thought might be what I wanted to ask. I felt terrible about that because he was not the one that should be blamed on my tantrum. I think I am the one that should be apologizing and I shall not blame anyone in this kind of situation because I did not check what was going on although I really hate those Indians students and the Chinese girl.

What a Friday without work being done!! Thank you Huili for running with me!! =)

HAppy day!!

Hurray.... I am left with only one team research assignment and one in class tutorial quiz. So damm happy for the day. =) I guess this happiness can only stay for a day and I shall start my team research assignment soon or else I will get very very very stress because it is for CORPORATE STRATEGY. Omg omg... the name of the course has already freaked me out. HAHAHAHA...

I really can't hide my excitement and happiness now. Can you imagine after weeks loaded with all the assignments and exams... and now finally they all became history. How relieved it can be that you don't have to jump down from the bed, realising that it is still 7am, eat junk food everyday, realising more white hair sticking out... lol. I am saying bye bye to all those for the day.

Yup yup, I am going to work later. Work will be fun if I don't have to take care of disabled kids, which means I am not a support worker. LOL. Oh wells, today I am in a good mood, so it doesn't matter. =)

Interesting things of the week:
1. One day, I went out of my room without my glasses on and I met my neighbour. As those who knows me, without glasses, I am partial blind, ermmm... more accurate proportion would be 75% blind. So, my neighbour thought I forgot that I met him before. He said "I AM YOUR NEIGHBOUR!! HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT??"

By that time he spoke to me, I did not respond to him because I was just woke up. Haha. After 30 seconds, I replied, telling him "SORRY, I FORGOT MY GLASSES".

Next time when I saw him, he will look at me, actually to examine whether I had my glasses on. So funny when I see his reaction every time I see him again. Cute neighbour.

2. I think I shouldn't write this but I will just briefly share something interesting with my tutoring. So, we had tutorial quiz this week. The question was about OTC, which mean over the counter. However, I have quite a few students, answering the question by mentioning risk of a countries. I failed to teach them properly. =(

OTC = over the counter not over the COUNTRIES. I thought I would never be that creative like them. HAHAHAHA...

More interesting things to be shares if I have time to update. =)

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Somehow when I see other groups doing their group assignment together in the library, I feel envious. Don't know why ler... Staying in the library doing assignment alone is just so sad.

After tomorrow, then I am done. =)

What is done is been done

请不要在鸡蛋里挑骨头！！

你到底要我改几次？？Don't be double standard!!

不管怎样，我应该不会再改了！！What is done is been done!! I don't care anymore!!

Anybody out there???

Anyone out there that is free to chat with me now?? I am sick of sitting in front of the computer from morning to night. Group assignment sucks... life even sucks when you have a dodgy computer. My dear lappie crashed when I was half done with my assignment and it is just a disaster when you DID NOT save the things you have done. Aiyooo... what to do... REDO lor...

Finally I finished my assignment for one of the course after spending hours calculating, typing and editing. Seriously, got people say they will edit, what happens is that they send me their original version. What does it mean? I guess I have to ham pa lang pao kao liaw. =)

Well, at least it is done now. HAHA... I seriously think I have changed so much, less complaints and more optimistic (I do still complain... that's my nature...). Is that the real me? Or my nature is being suppressed because of the life I am having now?

老虎，老鼠，傻傻分不清楚！！

Note: Dear laptop, please be nice to me. Please don't die before I graduate!!

Have a good weekends, my dear friends. 

weekends = assignment time ??

I think even if I don't tell you guys what I am doing now, you guys can still accurately guess, right right??!!

I have two assignments due next weeks, dammittt... two group assignments! I never find it fascinating to do group assignment, except for last year, where I have to admit I have the most awesome group members. We did our parts individually and deal with difficulties met together. Gosh... I miss that feeling!!

I am still waiting for my assignment partners to send me email. Aisi... until now, I have yet receive any emails from them. 都不知道死去那里！！我生气了！！

Okok lar... I am numb towards all this small small problems, not very big tai chi... not worth to be upset over it.
I will do everything myself because I will gain more through doing more!! I am 70% done for both. I am awesome, don't you think so...?? Say YES YES YES.

Positive thinking!!

Right Eye Twitching

My right eye has been twitching from yesterday until today. I really can't stand it anymore.

Interestingly I googled for what causes right eye twitching:

Answers obtained from google search:

Right Eye Twitching Causes

It is very common to see people complain of eye twitching and eye spasms. Either the upper eyelid or the lower eyelid is involved in the twitching. The twitches come and go in less than a moment. However, if right eye is twitching continuously then it may be a sign of an eye problem. The eye twitching can continue to a few hours, days and sometimes even weeks. The lower eyelid twitching is known as myokymia in medical terms. Let is see what does right eye twitching indicate according to medical science.

Strain
One of the most common causes of right eye twitches is eye strain. Eyes muscles may strain due to working too hard for a long time. This means starring the computer screen, watching TV, reading in dim light, etc can lead to eye strain. In cases many individual, changes in eyesight may lead to eye strain as it has to try hard to focus on objects. Thus, one may need to get them checked and wear glasses to correct their vision.

NOT THIS!! I had my fabulous nap this afternoon. First time I have my nap after uni started. Although my nap got disturbed once in a while due to the loud singing from Bruce Hall and some messages alert, NAP WAS GOOD. JUST A BIT TOO LONG TO BE CALLED AS 40 WINKS!! =)

Stress
In today's hectic lifestyle, everyone feels stressed out. The body sends different signals to show it is under a lot of stress. One of the signs of stress includes eye twitching. If you do not give your eye muscles rest and strain them continuously, it causes involuntary twitching of the eyelid muscles.

STRESS??!! Probably yes, probably no!! Yes because I need to hand in two assignments next week, where my group members for one of the assignments have yet finish their part. Oh wells, at least I am done with my part after multiple edits and visits to the lecturer's office. I am still working on my other assignments thou. No because it's Thursday and the week is coming to an end...  as if weekend means something to me!! =P

Weekends is really just weekend by its name. Similarly, teaching break is just teaching break for lecturers, not for students. So, weekends is nothing different from weekdays. Only difference is I can wear my pyjamas for the rest of the day and hide in my room. =)
Lack of Sleep
When one does not get enough sleep, the eyes get tired. This tiredness triggers eye spasms that leads to twitches. Therefore, it is important you sleep for at least 6 to 8 hours at night and catch 40 winks during the day, if possible. This will give your eyes some rest and avoid twitches.

Bingo, lack of sleep. This morning I had to wake up as early as 6am because I volunteered in the Science and Engineering Program which was supposed to start at 7am. Nobody arrived until 7.30am. =( 

Suku suku wait in the Sports Hall for half and hour. Grrrrggghhh....

Despite the wrong notice of starting time for this morning, I enjoyed the activities I involved in  - students have to send some secret coding through optic fibre cable and their partners have to solve the mistery given. So exciting right??!! 

Dry Eyes
Aging leads to an eye condition called dry eyes. Also, people who work all day long on computers too tend to suffer from dry eyes. Excessive alcohol consumption, use of antihistamine and antidepressant medications also causes dry eyes. This condition may cause eye twitches. You need to speak to an ophthalmologist for treatment of dry eyes right away.

Dry Eyes...?? Dono ler... Maybe...  before I had my nap, Maybe not... after I had my nap

Gosh, it is twitching again!!

Excessive Caffeine
Drinking excessive caffeine in the blood can trigger eye spasms and twitches. Avoid drinking a lot of tea, coffee, soda and alcohol to avoid eye twitches.

NOooo... coffee... Maybe lemonade that I had during lunch? I dono!! =(
Many times anxiety, phobias, neurological disorders and injuries and emotional stress can cause the eye to twitch. A warm compress and gentle eye message will help get rid of the twitches. Take rest to relax tired eyes and check your eyesight in case of vision problems. Artificial tears may helps cure dry eyes to some extent. If one suffers from right eye twitching continuously, the doctor may recommend Botox injections as a cure.

One may tend to considered right eye twitching superstitions as funny or having entertainment value. But the fact remains that, if you suffer from continuous eye twitches, get serious and speak to an ophthalmologist. You may have an eye problem or neurological disorder that needs treatment. Hope, you have found answers related to your problems from the above paragraphs.

By Batul Nafisa Baxamusa
Last Updated: 10/7/2011

So, what do you think that cause my right eye to twitch for the whole day?

Stop twitching, my dear right eye. It irritates me... I can't focus on my assignment. Please be kind to me!!