Thursday 29 March 2012

random updates

I know, I know, It's been a long time since I came back to my dear buddy. Well, life have been very very busy. Actually if you ask me what am I busy about, I can only tell you, I DON'T KNOW!!

It just seems 24 hours a day is not enough for me. Well, I think it is because I am lack of time management skills. LOL. That is one thing that I always wanted to empower but never even get near it. =)

There's a mid sem exam for me next Tuesday. I need to finish studying everything during the weekends because I have work on Monday =( I don't think I have enough time to study on Monday. This makes me wander whether I should go out for lunch with my friends for a friend's birthday on Sunday. Well, it depends on my progress of study which in turn depends on my procrastinating level for this few days.

Ok, I shall balik baca buku. Tapi, bukan facebook!! =)

Monday 26 March 2012

Expecting something?

Santa Claus is ready to get on his sleigh to deliver present!!

Good girl is expecting her gifts!! =)

I am expecting my Easter break. What are you expecting or waiting for?

Love and thank you

Sorry for making everyone worried about me yesterday. Thank you for those that make the attempt to show their care on me and did everything they can to comfort me!! I am so touched and Priscilla love you guys as always!!

So, there was this girl, drunk tipsy and was doing facial when I facebook her, telling her I was unhappy. I asked whether she wants to go out for cake tonight because I was so depressed over my assignment. She told me she don't have cake, but she has red bean paste pau. OMG... I said tonight, not yesterday night. She must be drunk tipsy when she read my message. LOL.

She walked all the way from Lena Karmel Lodge in the COLD just to cheer me up by bringing me FOOD. As all my friends know, FOOD does make me happy. Well, I was really touched by her move because by the time she reached my room, it was around 1am. I told her not to come over because it is too dangerous to walk alone in the dark from her place to mine. She insisted, her stubbornness makes her special. She never give up her studies and she was the one telling me to do my assignment again when I decided just to go to bed and leave the assignment to what it was.

Sophie
P/S: She is still single and available.

A variety of food that keep me awake for the night. 
8 red bean paste pau, banana and shapes

I am picky, can it be orange next time rather than banana? I don't really like banana. LOL. Just joking. I love  everything you brought for me, sincerely. 

To show that I finish all the pau by myself, 8 paus in a morning to keep me awake. =)

I think I should ask Sophie to stop feeding me because everytime she appear in my life, I would put on at least 1 kg. The last time she invited me over for dinner, she cooked such delicious meal and asked me to finish everything before I leave. She even prepared ice-cream for dessert. So, I ended up like a 5 month pregnant lady after dinner. 

5 month pregnant Priscilla

Yummy vanilla bean flavor ice-cream 

Horrible weekend has left Priscilla!! Time to rise and shine!! Cheers!! 

Sad and messy Priscilla, SHOOOOO!! Don't get back anymore!! You are not welcome in my life!!




Sunday 25 March 2012

Tears

I feel like writing something because my thoughts and emotions were distorted just now.

I don't understand how I can hate a subject so much. I thought I got over the worst subject in university which was Corporate Valuation. That subject made me cry and feel sick. My whole semester was ruined because of that course.

Once again, there is another challenge ahead of me, Corporate Strategy. I thought I finished my assignment early this week because I spent all my weekends on it and managed to get it done yesterday night. Just now, my friend told me I did the wrong thing. I should write up a case study on Air Asia X, instead of what I did, Air Asia. I was shocked and I nearly teared but I knew I couldn't because I was in the library.

The library was closing and we need to leave the place. My friends were waiting for me to pack up and we left together. But I could no longer defeat my tears so I walked ahead of my friends. They must be thinking I am impatient or some sort of too arrogant to not walk with them. I am seriously sorry, I just couldn't let you guys see me crying.

I should not cry. I have so many things to do. Crying does not help. It just make my eyes more tired and blocked nose. I couldn't have swollen eyes tomorrow because I have to teach tomorrow morning. Since when crying is not part of my life and I no longer have the freedom to do it?

Monday 19 March 2012

Apologies

I want to say sorry to someone, the birthday girl that may not get her present on time because I am so busy with assignments and work. But, you will be compensated will extra surprise!! =)


Will you forgive me?

March?? April??

I am so stressed that I can't differentiate between March and April. I thought I will have my mid sem next monday which is on 26th, was actually 26th of April. I freaked out just now and I didn't know what to do.

But, I still have 2 assignments due on 26th of March!! These two I am quite certain I am correct, due next week. Gosh... I don't know how to do!!

Of course one of the assignments is the course I hate much, the other would be hate less but still HATE!!

What a lovely weekend I will look forward to see!!

Friday 16 March 2012

Review from Monday to Wednesday

A review of what I did this week

Monday
Oh... I posted my anger and hate-NESS for corporate strategy in my previous post, therefore, nothing much to review. I just don't want to flash back about that stupid course!!

Tuesday
It wasn't a busy day with classes or tutorials, but I was so busy doing my tutorial exercises and I missed my 9am corporate strategy lecture. Actually, I didn't know whether I did it on purpose or I am just too tired. Now, we had new corporate strategy lecturer and I didn't know about it until my tutor told me. Who cares?? I didn't like the course at all. But, my friend told me the new lecturer was better and in fact, I am not too sure whether I can trust him because he did not attend lecture too!! Silly friend!!

I had management accounting lecture too. Ermmm.. there was something that I couldn't understand and I approached the lecturer. I am still BLLLLLLLLLLUUUURRRRRRRRR about the meaning of a particular phrase. LOL. The lecturer was so patient explaining to me but it just did not make any sense to me!! =(

Wednesday
I hate Wednesday. I have class from 9am to 6pm with 1 hour break in between. We had a make up LBE (Law, Business and Entity) class to replace the monday ones, since it was Canberra Day on Monday. I had two tutorials to conduct that day, but the response given in each class was so different. The first class was in complete silence but the second class was as noisy as if we were having party in the tutorial room. I think the 9am class was a bit too early to be active and participate in the teaching. =)

Getting back to those classes I have to on that day , it was not too bad. I had management accounting tutorial class and I was so busy copying answers. I didn't listen to anything taught by the tutor. It was my fault, nothing to do with the tutor. because according to him, he proceeded to the next question when he saw nobody copying the answers. But, deep in my heart, I was thinking... ARE YOU BLIND? DID YOU JUST NOT SEE ME COPYING?? Gosh, it is definitely my problem because everyone seems to be so smart and got every question correct. IT IS JUST ME THAT DID NOT GET THE TUTORIAL QUESTION CORRECT? dumb dumb dumb. I managed to tell him to slow down for the next tutorial but let's see how it goes.

Then it was company accounting lecture. I did not mean to complain about him but he spent around 1/2 hours making announcements. He is just being considerate knowing we don't look into the forum and any announcements made by him. LOL. BBBBUUUUTTTT, do you think 1/2 hour announcement is a bit too long? In the end, he has to rush through the lecture notes and I got lost. =( Time to self study, I guess!!

After that, I had LBE lecture. OMG... there were about 15% of total students who still attend the lecture.  Despite how much I hate the course, I still attend because the lecture time was reasonable ( unlike early in the morning). When the lecturer was teaching, can you imagine a lot of students was looking at their iPhone and some was doing their own things, except a few others which of course include me, was listening. I listened in class. I was so attentive although I have to admit I was browsing facebook for once throughout the whole lecture. It wasn't too bad right? Only logging on facebook for once for one hour. =)

Remember about the make up lecture class, there was only 20++ students left. I had 20++ students in my tutorial class that morning too. LOL. Poor lecturer, she must be upset about her student's attendance. But, I have to say if I have a choice, I might consider not going too!! XD

After going to so many classes, do you think it is sensible if I say I am hungry? It was already 5pm. I started to munch my sandwiches in the tutorial room. I thought it was ok to eat sandwiches in class but that tutor that I hate so much was staring at me. He wanted me to keep my sandwiches. Damm sien and I was quite angry about it.

DEMANDING ME TO KEEP MY SANWICHES IS SIMILAR TO SNATCHING THEM AWAY FROM ME, AND SNATCHING THINGS AWAY FROM PRISCILLA IS THE WORST EVER THING YOU WOULD LIKE TO DO, ESPECIALLY FOOD!!

I just didn't understand what is wrong with eating sandwiches in class. It is just sandwiches, not Burmese curry, not bak kut teh. No aroma, no interference whatsoever. I still listen while I eat. I do no harm to the class or anyone else.

To the tutor:
"If you think I am showing no respect to you by eating in the class, you are wrong. If you are capable to teach, I will respect you no matter what. You just did not earn my respect at all."

I can remember last year in one of the lectures, there was this row of people having their 'weekly picnic' every time we had that lecture. They had economic rice, tuna in can, oranges, pasta, etc in class and the lecturer was fine with it, unlike this TONG TAK BERISI... kacau-kacau sahaja, hanya tahu bising!!

Although I put away my sandwiches because obviously I was a coward, I was thinking about food throughout the whole tutorial. Everything this tutor was doing just makes me hate him more. I do hope I can get to change tutorial or maybe I can pray harder for miracles, such as he is leaving for good.

I think I should leave my blog for now. I have to do a bit of reading before I go to bed because tomorrow I am going to skyfire. Should I go? Let's not procrastinate so I have more time to study!!

Monday 12 March 2012

Failure in cooking Supper

Finally I finished my first assignment for year 4, 1st semester. It wasted my whole day doing that stupid assignment which only worth 5%.

As a reward, I planned to fry pancake as supper because I am quite hungry now and I missed the Gold Creek Injoy's pancake yesterday.

But, the pancake just disappoint me to maximum. I realized that cooking when you are in a bad mood will result in cooking failure which can have painful consequences. I have to eat the things I cooked just now!!

What I thought it would result to be would be something like that. I think I would be on cloud nine if I have this as supper. It is actually a picture from Pancakes on the Rocks, Sydney.

Ok, stop dreaming. I am still in Canberra and there is no chance I will be going to Sydney anytime soon. Well, at least my pancakes should be thick and fluffy with maple syrup dressings. Just simple pancakes will do!!

I wanted to make a gigantic pancake but it ended up to be disastrous. 

Next time I shall not cook when I am not in a good mood and never try anything beyond my personal cooking skill's limit!!






  

Hate you!!

OMG OMG... I don't know how to do my corporate strategy assignment. It is due tomorrow, early morning.

I HATE writing essays.

I HATE doing things that I don't like to do.

I HATE Monday which is supposed to be holiday for me but I still need to sit at home and do assignment.

I HATE doing things that progress slowly while time passed by quickly.

I HATE being in my room while the sunshine outside is luring me out for a jog.

I HATE what I am doing now.

All these HATE are the result of taking a course that I don't like and having a lecturer that ask us to go GREY. In addition to the amount of torture I have to bear with, I have to go for a weekly tutorial where the tutor ask whether we would like jazz or pop music during tutorial class, instead of teaching properly. =( =( =(

Sunday 11 March 2012

The twins

Meet my new friends, Eric and Daniel.

They are the twins which I mentioned in my previous post. Ermm... I am not very sure whether I can classify them as my friends because I really don't know them that well. All I know is that they are bulliers!!


I still can't recognise which is the elder brother and which is the younger brother. 
I THINK the one on the left is the younger brother, Daniel, and the one on the right is Eric. Hopefully that is a correct guess!! Who cares, they will never know I made mistake because they don't know such post exist. =)

Male partner required!!


Psychology participants wanted!!

I saw this behind the door of the toilet in Hancock Library yesterday. I wanted to participate to earn money but they require partners, as in dating partners. I am definitely not qualified for the criteria. Anyone wants to pretend to be my partner and do this psychology test, then we can split money after that. LOL.



Saturday 10 March 2012

10/3/2012 - Hot Air Ballon Festival

Today I woke up as early as 5am because I wanted to go and have a look at the Hot air ballon festival which was held at the Commonwealth Park in Canberra (the lawn opposite the old Parliment House). We managed to get there in time before those hot air ballons were set up and watched sun rise which only occurs once every blue moon for me!!

At normal times, you could barely see so many people in Canberra. There are 3 occasions that I know Canberra would be full with people are Hot Air Ballon Festival, Sky Fire, and Floriade. I wondered where those crowd of people come from.



Laying out those cloth like hot air ballon top

The old man was trying to turn on the FIRE!!

Inflating the hot air ballon

Yes, half done, half to go

Did you see the crowd?

Call the number behind if you wish to go on a hot air ballon

More hot air ballons

Capital Chemist, the place I go when I feel sick, instead of the doctor. 
(You will understand why if you made an appointment with Canberra's doctor)

Me and Bee Teent



Me only.


More on the setting up of  Kangaroo look hot air ballon 



Chinese so called people mountain people sea

Hurray, an orange Kangaroo with its children in her pocket

A brown kangaroo, maybe is the previous kangaroo's husband. LOL


Oh no... fire is burning the kangaroo's bottom!!



Did you see how bright the sun was? Huh, massive UV ray. 


I am so close to the kangaroo... I am such a small peanut compared to the hot air ballon.



Yan Liang was the organizer of this trip. His friends came over from Melbourne to visit him.
They are twins. OMG, first ever twins that I know after I came over to Canberra. 




Colourful hot air ballon. Love it!!









LOL. The kangaroos are kissing!!

Time to finish. Some of the hot air ballon are undergoing deflation!!

This time there wasn't a lot of hot air ballons shown because I think it is just day 1 of the festival. There should be more different kinds of hot air ballons shown for the following week and hopefully, the weather will be better in future. We were quite lucky because it did not rain for the whole day yesterday. Such nice weather to hang out with friends and relax!!