I feel like writing something because my thoughts and emotions were distorted just now.
I don't understand how I can hate a subject so much. I thought I got over the worst subject in university which was Corporate Valuation. That subject made me cry and feel sick. My whole semester was ruined because of that course.
Once again, there is another challenge ahead of me, Corporate Strategy. I thought I finished my assignment early this week because I spent all my weekends on it and managed to get it done yesterday night. Just now, my friend told me I did the wrong thing. I should write up a case study on Air Asia X, instead of what I did, Air Asia. I was shocked and I nearly teared but I knew I couldn't because I was in the library.
The library was closing and we need to leave the place. My friends were waiting for me to pack up and we left together. But I could no longer defeat my tears so I walked ahead of my friends. They must be thinking I am impatient or some sort of too arrogant to not walk with them. I am seriously sorry, I just couldn't let you guys see me crying.
I should not cry. I have so many things to do. Crying does not help. It just make my eyes more tired and blocked nose. I couldn't have swollen eyes tomorrow because I have to teach tomorrow morning. Since when crying is not part of my life and I no longer have the freedom to do it?
jiayou miss lim! and who say you have no freedom to cry?! you are the one not allowing yourself to. go have a shower and cry! no one will see you, you can clean yourself at the same time and turn up the water so no one can hear you too!
ReplyDeleteI am all good for now!! I've handed in my assignment. I handed in two versions, air asia and air asia x. Haih... I hate this course. Thank you!! <3
ReplyDelete:)))) miss your smiles and laughter!
ReplyDeleteThank you but I am sure you are always fully occupied my smiles and laughter of others!! =)
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